Not really getting on here anymore but if u wanna talk my number is 9124091201 and my new Instagram is losssystem

People’s faces make me uncomfortable, sex is unappealing, I wish I could call out of work till I feel like I can stand to exist sober. At least I don’t have to worry about not being enough for a while, now my disappointments don’t seem as important.

I don’t know how to ask for help because I don’t have anyone to help me because I’m not close to anyone at all? It’s awesome

I feel so not real

I wish I had someone to hold but that’s probably not what I need but I hurt so bad I don’t know what to do it hurts knowing I’m not missed I don’t feel like I can sit still comfortably but I can’t find it in me to move I’m lost and overreacting and I hate myself

I feel dead? Lol

I just lost everything

pvrisbrian:

if ur gonna date me u gotta be comfortable with a lot of casual silence bc i just never fucking talk

(via babybluesweaters)